whoa [12.35am   21 Jun 2006] been wayyyyyyy too long since I've written... and wayyyy too much shit has gone on lately. So I'll fill you in sometime when I have lot of time. Right now I have to go to bed, cause I work VBS at my church every morning this week at 8 am. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeek. tiredness <3 Your thoughts?

dont let anyone tell you... [04.57pm   03 Feb 2006] [ mood | cheerful ] Crashed on the floor when I walked in... this little bugalow, with some strange new friends. Stay up too late, and on too this, we promised each other it was till the end. ♥ Now we're spinning empty bottles just the 5 of us, We were all in love, and we all got hurt. And she's so pretty and she's so sure, Maybe I'm more clever then a girl like her. ♥ Its all right, and its nice not to be so alone, and I'll hold onto the secrets of white houses. Maybe I'm a little bit over my head, I come udown at the things he says. We're going way too fast, its all too sweet to last. ♥ My first....time....hard to explain. And a little bit of pain. And on a cloudy day it starts coming back. He's my first mistake. Cause when she dances, she goes and goes. ♥ We all gave up so easily. I feel so far from where I've been. So I go, and I will not be back here again, I'm gone as the day is fading. I'll put all my injuries in the dust, and in my heart is the 5 of us. Maybe you'll remember me. Dont Let NoBody Tell You, Your Life Is Over. Be Every Color That You Are. Into the Rush Now, You Dont Have To Know How... Do It All Before You Try. [[think about it]] Your thoughts?

hehe, oh boy sacremento [02.28pm   29 Jan 2006] [ mood | loved ] So yes, I went and hung out with Jared...the hottie below this entry... and yeah. It was pretty much fucking amazing. I went with Shantel, my hottie hott hott girlfriend whom I totally adore and love! We rocked Ashlee Simpson all the way up to Sac. And then "Pimp Juice" bumpin through the city, hehe. Cause we're G's like that. Mmmmhmmmmm, we got In & Out too. Oh so yummy. Well to make this short...cause I could go off on this night forever.... Jared is amazing. He's an amazing person, and he's beautiful. And I like the boy....a lot. Shantel...is def. one of my best friends. She's so no drama, and just about having a good time. Jon...Jared's friend...Is amazing as well. He was kicking people out left and right, and he's good at debating. I liked our converation...although I think I was losing. And he was drunk. that'd be sweet to debate him when he's sober.. And basically i met a lot of really cool people, and I love Sac. Jared and I shared an amzing kiss by a car that was on fire...yes, on fire. [[thats like, a totally different story]] And it was fucking bliss. hehe, thats all <333 [1] Your thoughts?

YAY! [06.34pm   26 Jan 2006] [ mood | excited ] I GET TO GO TO SACREMENTO TOMORROW AND HANG OUT WITH JARED! I'm stoked! He's so awesome! [2] Your thoughts?

Vegans [08.06pm   25 Jan 2006] [ mood | contemplative ] So I'm srsly thinking about going vegan. I've just seen so many videos, like the one I just watched...that have all made me cry really hard. I dont want to be a part of that industry. Its just such a big change. Your thoughts?

Ahahahahahaha [03.15pm   21 Jan 2006] [ mood | cheerful ] Well Randy just left and I'm pretty bumbed out about it. I like that boy a Lot a lot a lot. hehe. My birthday was pretty damn fun, thanks for everyone who came Sorry it was so last minute plans, but...ya know how I do <3 Now that I'm back to reality, I need to get a job, and money. So I can move soon. Where? Ya dunno. lol. I had the greatest revalation on the drive home from the airport. And I was just thinking... "Let all just fucking play. Lets play this game life throws at us. And play to win damnit." Ya life is pretty damn awesome. And I'm so sick of these people who get their hearts broken and "never love again". Thats bullshit. Take what this fucking crazy world gives you and learn from it. Cause we dont have that long. DAMNIT. hah. Your thoughts?

THANK GOD FOR MY GIRLIES! [01.11pm   15 Jan 2006] Last night was Jens bday party. And it was a blast! Minus the creepy mexican that wouldnt get off of me when I was dancing, lol. BUT I LOVE JENS SISTER! haha Then Jon and Cat came. And my girlies made me feel so much better! haha, telling me how manly she is and stuff, lol, it was hilareous! And I love how they all were like, bumbed out that I wasnt at their New Years Party. I dont know. I just realized last night what awesome girls they are. Like I knew it. But I never knew they had my back like they did last night. It was awesome! I LOVE YOU GIRLSSSSSS. and WEDS. night!!!!!!! weeeeeeeee [4] Your thoughts?

bus rides and coke heads [10.55pm   12 Jan 2006] Yesterday was a fascinating day indeed... After last nights drama...I was officially reported as a runaway yesterday morning. For reasons beyound my grasp. I went with friends to Saturn, only to meet up with another. Came out...and its amazing how ugly people can show their face whereever they want... stare at me a little harder, and I'll make your scabs all over your arms roll back cutter. because people who do coke can only save so much of their nautrual beauty by the end of the addiction... to only learn how to not take care of yourself and that was shown by your staring eyes yesterday. Your hideous, I never want to look like you. Or be like you. So after some serious questioning about line dances, sexy purrs, texting back and forth with Ryan for years, and a full pack of ciggerrettes.... we were ready for the journey home, we took the bus. It was the most amazing bus ride ever. We sat next to this kid, whom you could tell never got much attention. He spoke of feeling like "Luke Skywalker" today, and how he feels as if he is going to the "dark side". Now as many people were freaked out in this kind of situation, I tried to smile and ask him why. He spoke of immature fools, messing with him ....and of restraining orders. 2 Seats in front, a man opens his window. Goodness it was freezing. So our new friend "luke" asked him to close it. The man, who i thought was hispanic at the time turned out to be an amzing Greek people reader. haha. He told me I was beautiful, in his harsh accent... And that I needed to eat more and gain 10 pounds! He said turning to my friend TJ, "If you go through a whole day, and nothing goes right...and you come home to that smiling face. Everything goes away, no?" haha, pointing to me. Although this complete stranger was trying to hook me up with my friend, is compliments were more than welcomed! He told me 2 things in our hour long conversation, (and 3 chair moves so i could get closer, cause you see his accent was very strong) one: "Dont mistake kindness for stupidity" and two is my favorite: "BEWARE OF THE DOG, THAT DOES NOT BARK". Crazy stories being shared back and forth, and my journey with the man was almost up... as to the fact there was a bowl or two waiting for me at my destination.. The man got off first. We had shared some personal things with each other, as well as given our full views on many topics of which we spoke, not minding if it'd offend the other. I like him. As the man said goodbye, and he walked off the bus... I realized, I didnt know this mans name... and he didnt know mine. And... I liked it that way. [1] Your thoughts?

ughhhhhhhh [03.00pm   10 Jan 2006] [ mood | awake ] I'm so hungry and all we have is mac n cheese...and I'm like choking it down! Nassssssssssssssssssty shiet! But yay! Tonight + Saturn + Homies. It shall be fun! [[ps. this Ray kid I talk to know is actually really legit]] Your thoughts?

pretty much sucks.... [03.21pm   09 Jan 2006] [ mood | annoyed ] Carrera By 25: i got back with you because you begged and cried and i was drunk who says that to someone?? [3] Your thoughts?

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